F a l l i n g

I took that one step off

                                              the

                                                     edge

I fell d

             o

                w

                    n

 

I let myself fall until I couldn’t anymore

But there was no ground

No end

No bottom

 

I just kept falling

Pieces breaking

Ashes floating

Hands reaching

 

For  n o t h i n g

There was  n o t h i n g  on the other side

 

I spent my life moving forward

On a staircase not going up

Not going down

 

Endless, eternal

Without colour or sound

Good, bad

Was it both?

 

Where was I where was I where was I

I have been asking myself that for years

No answer

Just the endless ivory horizon

 

My eyes stopped searching

My heart stopped hoping

I just kept going

Forward

Backward

 

I couldn’t tell anymore

No sense of up or down

No such thing as out

No such thing as in

 

I just kept falling

And falling

And falling
Perhaps this was hell

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